What I want most in life right this second is a music downloading program in which I can search for artists and simply click to download all the music they’ve ever made. Why has no one created this awesomeness yet? I would pay for that shit.
Eat, Sleep, Repeat
I'm a college student and essential waitress in Richmond, VA. Virginia is my home, but I love to travel. I read a lot and write some. I love food and drink. I don't expect anyone to take me seriously. I believe awkward silences are meant to be filled with more awkwardness. I tend to be inappropriate without realizing it, and love similarly nerdy and socially awkward individuals. I enjoy observing. I don't really have anything interesting to say, but that won't stop me from saying it anyway.
Jul 05
Jun 10
This is my life, every night. I am definitely not the cuddly sleeper. Except, it is pretty impossible for me to roll a man who’s 6’7” and be sutble about it.
May 18
Cafe con leche with friends post-tequila on this gorgeous day. My favorite moments are with these amazing people in these beautiful places in this surprising city and I can’t get enough of this. Every time I think it can’t get better or it can’t happen so perfectly again, but then it does. I am so happy it’s summer and it can be this way all the time.
May 13
I initially wanted to go out tonight, but I think that was based on the weird funk I’ve been in and a desire to cheer myself with drink and the company of those I love. But I’m thinking that tonight is going to be more of a drinking alone and watching good movies kind of night. I’m equally content with that prospect, honestly. Reqiuem for a Dream, maybe?
Wish list
For when I move into a new apartment this summer.
-Furniture beyond bed and one bookshelf; i.e. bedside table, lamp, desk, chair, another bookshelf because I have too many books
-Macbook (I am currently a PC user and am sick of it, plus mine is falling apart. This can only happen once I have a desk so that I don’t destroy it.)
-Wall art/decorations
I also need to clean out my closet and organize my stuff to 1) get rid of junk, 2) make moving easier, 3) have an excuse to get new clothes.
This will be the 8th time I have moved since starting college 3 years ago. I am ready for this one to stick, and I am also determined to be prepared and as organized as possible. Because moving sucks. But I am also promising myself that I will view this as a clean slate and a chance to actually decorate for the first time and to have the apartment I life in and love, rather than the one I’m just staying in. I am tired of living out of boxes in a space that doesn’t feel like mine.
But first I need to find an apartment.
May 06
“
—the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids’ flutter which says
we are for each other: then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life’s not a paragraph
And death i think is no parenthesis
— since feeling is first, e.e cummings
I'm planning a road trip of total radness
Starting in VA, ending on the coast of Maine, and then coming back. I’m planning on hitting beaches when possible and the best of food in major cities, which so far includes Baltimore, Philidelphia, maybe NYC and Boston. Suggestions that are along the route (mostly 95) are welcome. I’ve never been north of Pittsburgh, so I’m super excited.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
= the question currently freaking me out.
May 01
Things
1. I’m really happy to be done with my paper.
2. I really need to be done stressing now, because I’ve broken out in hives (again), and I’m assuming the two are related.
3. I really need to sleep.
4. My cat is a bitch, because I finally made a smoothie since I hadn’t had anything to eat or drink in hours, and she drank out of it.
5. I can’t believe it’s freaking May.
6. I can’t get ahold of all my thoughts at once.
7. I’m so exhausted.
I've now been awake for 29 hours
And it’s upsetting that I’ve been doing schoolwork for half of those hours.
I watched the sunrise this morning thinking, at least when I’m usually up at this time, I’m getting paid for it.
